User blog comment:Camalex97/nothing very important for now/@comment-1854594-20110421194631/@comment-1854594-20110423053648

It's not that I think I'm worthless it's that everyone else thinks I'm worthless. Sure you say once school is over it won't matter what people thought of me, but seriously, having to put up with being completly and utterly miserable, lonely, and depressed for just about all of your childhood? I have tried to make something of myself by trying to make people like me and entertain people, either by making jokes, acting funny, or making funny videos. I used to want to write books, but pretty much no one my age reads books willingly, you should hear them reading out loud. They're 8th graders and they're reading slowly and sounding out every word, even the really short and easy ones like "shortly." Seriously? Why is it that 95% of the kids these days are idiots who read at 3rd grade level? Anyway, I've been thinking of going into the video game industry when I'm an adult, I spend ALOT of my free time coming up with my own video games and stories, including a futuristic war series, a science fiction game involving you entering an abandoned underground facility and getting attacked by mutated freaks as you search for answers as to what exactly happened, which you find out half way through the game and then you have to stop a woman who survived the events that has gone insane and wants to do something that will mean doom for the entire planet, a game about you being the leading a one-man resistance (you) against a dictator who from the use of genetic engineering to create weapons and brainwash people with weapons similar to plasmids from bioshock, and has pretty much taken over all of the USA in the year 2078, as you collect the plasmids like weapons to use against him, and yet another one which is a horror involving you going to another planet and encountering alien creatures that are zombies, to find out a geneticly engineered bacteria has caused this, and they aren't zombies, but shells for the bacteria, the bacteria feeds on blood, so it all gathers on a dead body and fills through the body, eventually enough of it goes together to get enough mass and intelligence to become sentient and then uses the body as a puppet to kill living creatures so that it can easily get more blood. Those are only my most recent ideas, I'm still coming up with more and adding on to what I have. I have no one to talk to about my ideas though, which makes my friendlessness even more depressing...