User blog:Magma-Man/Apology

Users of the Nazi Zombies Plus Wiki, I wish to apologize. While I stand by what I said, that Vi has indeed over-reacted and this is partly her fault, I am aware that I am partly to blame as well.

In terms of the blog, I was serious when I said "I assumed you'd all be smart and mature enough to understand I meant nothing by it." That wasn't an insult. I literally thought that before I posted, wondering whether I should release that detail. I also mean in a non-insulting manner, I apologize for thinking that. Not entirely because of you all not paying attention fully or thinking it through, but I guess I really didn't go into much detail initially either. I wasn't concerned about that part, actually. The only part of it I was really hesitant about posting at the fear of starting a fight is the fact that the new user created with Violet's code was so cruel and heartless from what it seemed from the information I revealed. I was anticipating comments complaining about that.

In terms of my "whining" emotion is a powerful force, and an annoying one. At first I had no idea Violet had taken it as badly as she had, I thought just a simple explanation and a request for forgiveness was all it would take. All I got, was "No." Nothing more added, no reasoning, nothing except "No," and that really hurt my feelings. I was quite upset and angry, and my response showed it. I was quite excited to even just the bits of the story I was going to share, how do you think I felt when all I got for sharing it was comments about the one plot detail from people who completely misunderstood what I meant with it and had caused so much fighting? I felt like shit, but I also felt anger at you all for reacting the way you did to the one detail. So yes, it's my fault and my lack of ability to control emotions well.

I'm going to take a break from this Wiki now, I've had enough of this fighting. If someone wants to talk casually in chat or on Xbox message me, I will most likely be willing. Other-wise you can check the Call of Duty Wiki chat, I've been in there alot lately. Even if you just want to join and Private Message me if you don't want the other users to bug you.

Once again I apologize. I just want the fighting to stop.